Whenever i try to get closer, you just trample my heart like nothing!

Bored

2009-10-07T03:04:00.003+08:00

Long since i post. Shall do it now since i feel like to.
Hmmm time really passes fast, in a blink of eye it has already been 6 months since i entered MDIS. Knew a bunch of great friends, kinda make me feel more like going to school.
Now i left with last paper, and i will be offically graduated. That's damn fast. It's really months passed. I still miss you. But i know it's memories not love. Good luck to you no matter in ur studies or your relationship with a hopeless guy. :)
Well 14 thinking of going to st james with linda them anot. HAHA!
KELVIN! I REALISE! YOU SUCKS! WOOO!
I NEED GIRLFRIEND!

Totally pissed up.

2009-09-15T13:28:00.002+08:00

You keep asking whether i know how stress you are, what life you are in, or even what problems you are facing. It's obvious that i don know anything. Why? You don even bother to tell me about it, how do you expect me to know? I am your brother, i also human. I am not GOD, expecting me to understand every single thing about what you are thinking when you don even to bother to spent that little effort telling me. You might say, so what's the use of telling me how stress you are or problems you facing when no difference will be made. I can tell you. By telling me, atleast i know at this very moment, you are not feeling good. I can be there to console, to share the burdens. IF you think that i have no rights to know or doesnt worth you telling, then i just have to say i am not worth being your brother too. Since you think i am making a fuss, go on then. Your attitude is damn obvious changing with ur mood, if you do not tell how you feel how do you expect people to go along and give in. I said my piece, i am just too tired of experiencing this over and over again.

Fun!!

2009-08-21T03:25:00.004+08:00

Today? Okay maybe ytd 20 august, had a celebration with Rachelle, Jasmine, Clara, Samantha and HAHAHA! BUI JIE! LOL!( Inside Joke).
Was really surprised that they actually brought a cake to school, haha really touch. Much appreciated, though short of one candle. HAHA! Cake was delicious, and thanks to all who wished me be it on time or belated. :)
Went to Top one, sang and sang and sang. Had lots of fun, price was reasonable. Guess what, I was really shocked with the size of the cup of water. It's huge, and it's freeflow. BIU JIE was really high, maybe cause she is not alone anymore. lol.
After Singing, Went for dinner. Wanton mee!!! Quite normal though but still delicious because i am honoured to have five ladies to dine with me. :D HAHA!
The ladies are chatting a lot on LEO guys, directly shooting me. Tsk. Soon HSH!
Really thanks a lot to those ladies, had fun. :D
BROTHERS LETS HAVE FUN ON SAT THEN!

Btw HAppy birthday to TIAN SHENG AND JOANNA! ENJOY!

BAD

2009-08-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

Watched up today with denise, jessie, cheryl, rare gx, shan and alan. Up is quite nice and touching. Haha. Alex joined us after that for mahjong! LOL. Won 40 cents. Pro ah. Joyce is damn attitude. Never ever change, headache over her. Recently bad things happened, misundestanding led to fights. Tsk.
Today watched up, realise i still miss her. I know i shouldnt, but i cant control. Today is their first month. Fuck it. Oh yea. Lixuan! Cheer up uh, don think so much and move on.
Alright. Done posting. :D

Cupid hearts.

2009-08-04T01:05:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings. (: Amanda's here to blog for this stupid mofo, Yanxiang! Damn long never help him blog liao lurh! (: Hahah, anyway, this big pig went to school today. Ended around 3pm, then went back to Pasir ris, block 230.

Slacked there for th rest of th day, met up with a clique of friends, played basketball, stupid taji, and then I went home! Harty-hardy-har-har. Seems like GanQingRen hates a certain pair of couple. Sigh, well, I can only say life still goes on. (: No matter who you hate or who you love, life still goes on. Whether you want it to or not.

Andandand! I'm supposed to meet up with Shannon`Bee, Alex,`CrazyBaby, Alan, Philbert and Yanxiang`QingRen asap :D Will be going down to Pasir Ris one day to find them! (: Hahah, anyway, will stop here.

Ciao lovelies. (:

YanXiang , Luvxzxzxz !

2009-08-02T13:38:00.003+08:00

Second post of th day . Its here again Jiayi to help yanxiang post again (: Hahahah . Sorry fr making yanxiang angry okeh !
Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , Sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry , sorry ,
So its total of 100 sorry ): enough ma yanxiang ? Hahahah .
Yanxiang is so Handsome , cute & funny ! Joker him .
Alright , i think its nice enough alr .
Bye ~

Thanks ''Yanxiang" fr everything .

2009-08-02T13:29:00.002+08:00

SiYanXiang ! :D Still want me to thanks you eh ? Wait long long lurh . Should be you thanks me manxzxzx ! See , i so good . Help you post & link ppl up . Should be you saying tht '' Got JiaYi to help me is MY HONOUR okehxzxzx ! Dont anyhow uh you . Now let me help you thanks me (; Yanxiang ; Thanks Jiayi fr helping me , its my honour to have her to help me . THANKS ALOT ! Laughs ! Alright lurh , shall end here .

<3

2009-08-02T01:58:00.003+08:00

♥, YANXIANG :D
Lixuan here. Its that ass who ask me help him post -.-
Kuku la he! All he do is bully me ): Beware.
He smoking right now. Bad kid har, tsk!
Kick that habbit la you (:
Seriously, i don't know what to post for him.
Hmmm, discrib him? Err, he is a guy -,-
HAHAHA! Shall i end his post here? Byeee ~

I still love you.

2009-07-25T14:00:00.004+08:00

I know you had someone else to take my part and take care of you. I had not talk to you for weeks, i am numb to this pain.
I may not be the one you love anymore, still i miss you. Seeing you and him being intimate in class make me feel suffering. I know you might not even bother about me, but still you are the one i care most for. Thanks for the three sweet months we once had, even if i had to choose again i will still choose to walk this path. Because having you is without regrets.
I know i lose out a lot to that guy, no car, no family buisness, no finish ns. Even though i wanted to tell you that much will you believe? When you are tired, i will piggyback you home, When you are hungry i will give you my share of food. All this is useless now i think, no matter what happened the distance between me and you is still my number.
As long you are happy, i will support you. Since he can give you much more than i could, i will not hold back anymore. Please be happy.

What's my aim?

2009-07-23T00:56:00.002+08:00

Alright schools sucks! No motivation anymore. Go there suffer. Go there let myself be reminded. How suck could it be. Today went off early and met shannon at Tm. Afterwhich went to find kylin and natasha! Force to watch harry potter again and owe money. Thanks ah shan!
Soon walk around and back to sengkang! Did some crimes! :D HAHA! Sent natasha home.
Then MJ at shan house, play few rounds only cause all tml got school.

I am down.

2009-07-11T11:36:00.002+08:00

Where are you? I just hope you can say a hi to me. I will be contented. I have the fear to go on blog now. Everytime i see your URL , i dunno whether to click it or exit. I want to read to know your life, but i will feel damn pain after i read it. Why is that so. I think i am really down and end this time. All gone. Darkness came back to conqure my life again.
There's a reason behind everything. You might think i sensitive for things that are small. But did you ever try asking me why am i so? Not only trusting my instinct but reasons that i have never told anyone before. It's okay. For now, i just hope you can live happily. If forgetting me can makes you happier, i will let go.

life is screwed?

2009-07-05T03:11:00.002+08:00

Things aint better. I just hope everything pass soon. I really don wish to see her sad.
As for the guy. Fuck you. Don fucking throw attitude one me. I good to you doesnt mean you can step over my head. Seriously i take you as friend thus not forcing you. If you step over the limit like today, you are dead.
Tml is KL trip. What can i say? Hope everything goes right. I just hope the current suitation can be improved. JOYCE OH CHUN CHAN! Call back call back! In the end sleep like a pig. Hope the guy sleep right next to you!!! Haha! Alright. Catching up a few more esp of San guo.
Will update again! BYE!!!

I am lying.

2009-06-29T01:30:00.003+08:00

I am lying if i say i am okay.
I am lying if i say i am not sensitive.
I am lying if i say i am giving up.
I am lying if i say i am not suspecting.
I am lying if i say i am moving on.
I am just LYING!

How much i had done, i think it's not important to you anymore uh? I tried to let you know i am the best. But you failed to notice. Maybe it's just others you wanted. I think i can fucking throw my sunflower pot. Since you don need anyway when someone else is fucking growing for you. What for i waste time on planting it. I should have thrown it.

It hurts.
It sucks.
It pain.
It Fuck.

Yesterday is the last.

2009-06-27T13:42:00.002+08:00

Thanks bros. Thanks Joyce. Everything is so happening. Happening to a extend i lost my mine that i am still Yan xiang. The one who bring joy and laughter. I shouldnt be emo over such things anymore and bros , i know we can do this together.
Ytd i did not sleep a wink again. Thinking about the past, the memories. I realise, the talk we had in chinatown. True, two years, You cant make any promises too. At least i am in contact with you, in a good terms and still as close. I promise i will see how things become for this two years. While this period of time, i will tell you that you are never alone. Cause there is always me to be there for you.
The words and things we done or said. I will never ever forget it. Still I might have a chance right? As long as we get back to how we use to when we just met.
Sister, you taught me to pull through, and you better too. I think all i can do is take a step at a time. I still got my friends. And i am not losing you too, I hope things just get better.

Sister. Though the way we talk is always rude and disturbing. But you are a great sister. You nvr ever give up on me during this period. As for you, pls pls get over him too alright? I know you can do it, because you are my sister. Now you are in trouble, i won leave you alone either. So i will pull you along if i can get out of it too. :) Sister. You do know i love you. So cheer up.

No words can descibe how hurt i am.

2009-06-26T00:42:00.002+08:00

Pain will always remain. Thanks bro for telling me that much, but still i am sorry. You all scolded me, tell me so many positive stuffs. I still cant forget her. I tried to be happy, but there seems no reason for me to? All of you said, seeing her happy and i will be happy. But not having her always overcome all the happiness.
Like i say, i am a failure. So let me be. I won ever success in anything anyway. I don really bother anymore. Right now, the one who not believe in fate shall let the fate decide then. How much longer i have to suffer. GoD. Help me? I respect the decision you want me to go through. And i beg you to end my suffers pls. I cant take it anymore. Pull me to your side.

I realise till now, i tried but you still meant so much.

2009-06-25T19:20:00.002+08:00

I dunno what to say. This feeling just sucks. Why? I am not sure. Yesterday was a breakdown, the feeling of not being able to talk well. I got so much thing want to say and tell. I just dunno how to express it. It sucks. Now i will be worried on i might break into quarrel again which i want to keep avoiding it. I suspect, i guess and i know i am stupid.
I want to have the way and feeling of how i used to have by you, seeing everything that you going through hurts me a lot. Is life really that cruel?

You claim, but i do feel it.

2009-06-25T03:34:00.001+08:00

Once so important, But now a nothing to you? I dunno, i really dunno. It hurts me seeing you being so close with other guys. You think it sucks, but so do i. I dunno how to make things better. Maybe god's telling me to join him. In a world with no worries and can always be the one who protecting you....

I failed.

2009-06-24T00:38:00.001+08:00

I AM A FAILURE!!!

Love is cruel, indeed.

2009-06-23T12:19:00.000+08:00

What else can i say. What else can i do. I accepted. I accepted that no matter how hard i try, i still cant forget her. Maybe i sound stupid but this is the fact, a fact that can never be change. No one believe what i say, it's alright cause i do not need to prove to anyone. I hope that i am wrong, but i know i will be lying if i say i had forget her.

Maybe i didnt cherish her much, it's my fault. Losing her is never ever expected in my life. I know i always be the one to pull her if she falls, the first one to sacrifise for her and not wanting any repayment, the first one i can say even to lose my life for her is worthwhile.

Had a chat with yuexing, yea love do sucks. Not till when i realise i gonna lose my everything. She is the only girl who can hear my heatbeat, the only one who melt me. No one can change this fact. The pain and stress i am facing is unbearable. Someone pls help to the stop my heartbeat. If i had that only wish, my wish will be to see her happy.
I am a failure.

I never know it could be so hurt.

2009-06-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

What can i say. The feeling is never fading. I felt so helpless, damn helpless. The moment you lied on mine shoulder, all the memories is like flashback. How much i cant do without you. I am brooding, pondering everyday. Helpless like a idiot, i told you a lot. I told my friends a lot. But no one believe, no one know what i really want deep down. Tell me a way to make things better, even if it need to take my life.
Sister told me all those words. So what, none i can do it. I am just sorry. I am a big failure in this, no one can help. Not even myself. Just leave me alone.

I am trying

2009-06-22T02:06:00.001+08:00

Well. I just cant focus on studies. I might failed if i didnt buck up. Tml is my exam! Gosh!
Tsk. Life carrys on, time wait for no man. Though i know this concept very well, but i never manage to do it.
Every seconds and mins i am pretending to be happy. In front of family, in front of friends. This sucks. Really.

What's life?

2009-06-21T17:58:00.003+08:00

1. Alex2. Shannon3. Darryl4. Philbert5. Alan6. Joyce7. Amanda8. Lixuan9. Julia10. Santo11. Guo xin12. Christian13. Weiji14. Her15. Anybody !
1.How did you get to meet 7 ? (Amanda)- Friendster .
2. What would you do if you and 13 have not met? (Weiji)- No one help me setlle taiji, LOL.
3. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Alex and Christian)-LOL! Dunno .
4. Have you seen 14 cry? (Her)- Ya.
5. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (Philbert and Guo xin)- No .
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (Guo xin)- Not at all.
7. What's 2's favourite colour? (Shannon)- Not sure.
8. When was the last time you talked to 9? (Julia)- Few days ago.
9. What language does 8 sleep? (Li xuan)- English and chinese .
10. Who is 13 going out with? (Weiji)- Someone .
11. What grade is 12 in? (Christian)- Poly.
12. Would you ever date 10? (Santo)- No .
13. Whats the best thing about 13? (Weiji)- haha! Good friend.
14. What's the best thing about 8? (Lixuan)- She is a good confide.
15. Have you ever kissed 5? (Alan)- No .
16. What was the best memory you have with 7? (Amanda)- Haha? I never had a chance to meet her :(
17. When's the last time you are going to see 6? (Joyce)- When i die ?
18. How is 12 and 14 different? (Christian and her)- -_-".
Is 6 Pretty? (Joyce)- Haha. Yup.
20. How did you meet 5? (Alan)- Primary school .
21. Is 1 your best friend? (Alex)- Duh.
22. When was your last time you saw 4? (Phil)-I am beside him.
23. Do you hate 12? (Christian)- No.
24. Have you seen 4 during the last month? (Phil)- NNB.
25. When was the last time you talk to 3? (Darryl)- 1 secs ago .
26. Have you been to 5's house? (Alan)- Yes .
27. When's the last time you gonna see 10? (Santo)- When i die.
28. Are you close to 13? (Weiji)- Yes.
29. Have you been to a movie with 4 before? (Phil)- Ya.
30. Have you gotten into trouble with 8? (Li xuan)- No.
31. Would you give 2 a hug? (Shannon)- No.
32. When have you ever lied to 3? (Darryl)- Always did.
33. Is 1 good in socializing? (Alex)- Yea.
34. Do you know secrets about 9? (Julia)- No ?
35. Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. (Christian & Her)- Kp la.
36. Best thing about your friendship with 9? (Julia)- Free Cigar!
37. What's the worst thing about 6? (Joyce)- She's retarded!
38. Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Christian)No!
39. Does 14 have a girlfriend or boyfriend? (Her)- No .
40. Have you ever want to punch 1's face? (Alex)- Ya.
41. Has 2 met your mom? (Shannon)- No?
42. How do you get to meet 3? (Darryl)- Primary School
43. Did you ever physically hurt 3? (Darryl)- Yes.
44. Do you live close to 7? (Amanda)- Not At All .
45. What's 8 Favourite food? (Li xuan)- LOR MEE! LOL!
46. What kind of car does 1 have? (Alex)- Doesn't have one .
47. Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Julia)- Ya. Sentosa! LOL!
48. If you give 14 $100 what will he/she spend it on? (Her)- She won even take it!

2009-06-21T16:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes life is tough, Sometimes troubles pop out every single second.

Sometimes words flow just like that, Sometimes people just leave suddenly.
Sometimes you might feel that all these is too tough, And you wanna give up.
Sometimes you might feel that nothing seems to go right, And you wanna end it all.
Sometimes you might feel that life is so screwed up that you cant see anything anymore.

But when you're thinking about all these, Think about the people around you.
How will they feel when you're so sad and yet they cant do anything about it at all.
How will they feel when you're in such a situation and they can do nothing but watch.
Heartbroken is a part of being human. It’s within the strength of being human. It’s our nature.
You can be sad, But there's always a limit.
You can hold on, You can wait, But dont let your emotions affect you so badly.
Control your feelings, And not let your feelings control you.
You'll be okay soon im sure. It takes time and it will.

How can you see day light when in your heart you feel darkness?
How can you feel when in your mind all you feel is nothing?
How can you see if you fail to see within another’s heart?
How can you cry, if all your tears are already fallen within your soul?

Get a grip brother, Stay strong.
You love her, You got to show her your perseverance.
If she's yours, She'll come back to you one day.
If you love her, Let her go, If she comes back, She's yours.

Cheerup brother.
Sissy always here for you :)

You pushing me.

2009-06-21T03:19:00.002+08:00

I swear, i really swear that i didnt know my post could affect you so much. I never ever mean you are playing with my feelings. Life's just a screwed up. I hope you know that, my friends are all down to. I want you to know that, no one is blamming you! No one. It's not your fault! Everything just occurs so sudden and i agreed that i never gave you a chance to say your feelings. But would you even tell me how you feel if i gave you the chance? I hope you will.
I promise, from now on i will never say out my feelings. Not to anyone, even my closest friends. I will just keep in it.

Everytime when i try to get closer, you just trample my heart like nothing.

2009-06-20T13:17:00.003+08:00

Memories kept on passing through my minds. You told me not to think of the past. But can i do it? It's surely a no. I am not joking, you have new friends and you may tell me that you have forgotten all we used to had. However that does not apply to me. Who are you?! Who are you to pass in and catch my heart that easily, and just threw it away when you don need it. Every secs is seriously torturing me. Peircing hurts, blood flooding but that still not able to describe the damage you caused in my heart.
On the day 4/4/09. It's the start of my fake happiness and the route to my painfulness. When i was waiting outside the classroom, surronding a total stranger to me. You appear, and caught my eye. Even though i was attached at that time, you just cant make me stop looking at you. Whenever i had the chance, i will peek at you even though not knowing whether you might notice me. First day, i open the door for you. The first word you told me is Thank you. How happy i was, so on and so for after the day end, i only said bye to you.
Soon weeks passed, and i had been continuing to say hello and bye to you. None of us had take the step forward to talk. Until the day of 21/4/09. You sat outside on the class, infront of the pond playing with a cat. I walked towards you and we started disturbing and chatting. That very moment is what i wished to kept forever in my heart. We briefly told about each other stuffs and troubled... It's so awesome, i never felt so comfortable before. Soon lesson end, we took the train as you were going to work for your dad. During the train trip, it's was fun. We disturbed each other and crack jokes too. It's was so fast that it reached the stop of Kallang. By then you got to alight, and i told you i will message you later.
We exchange our emails, and started to talk on phone too. I felt so comfortable talking to you and with endless topics. By then i am confirmed that i had fall in love with you and i know you did too. We carry on our life chatting and talking for that days and are also troubled that i am in a relationship. We both agreed that we should wait for time to pass before getting together.
Soon i broke up with my ex. However we still decided to carry on as friends first, as we do not want conflicts to happened next time.
Until then on the 29/4/09. The day which i felt that i had finally live my life to the fullest. We went to the new bugis shopping mall and went outside of the arcade. We chatted and disturbed. Not long, i cant hold back, and i ask you for your hand. we promised that, next time no matter what happened, we will not let conflicts or quarreling be the reason that break us. I was really happy that i finally make you mine.
During the days we were together, so much things just happened, Be it good or bad. We break and patched but still loving you as much. Cause i know, you are the one that i want to be with for my lifetime. Still, everything is just my own wishful thoughts. You told me we don understand each other and wish to carry on as friends knowing each other better first. It's was all alright to me. Till two days ago. He told me something. Something which i can never accept in my lifetime. I seriously force myself to think that it's all my fault, because in my mind you are always that perfect. I don wish to see you get any little hurt and most important i don wish to let you know i am suffering. You are the one that i know it's not puppy love or other relationship i had once.
We been to so many place, i sang so many songs for you and word we used to promise. I will never ever forget it. I hope after two years, we can get back the feelings. I am sure by then i will still love you as much. Nothing is gonna stop me from loving you. 29/4/09 is the day i will always kept in my heart. So long, one day i might burst and been a total break down, still my heart never will change. I love you.

Every now and then, i pretend i am alright.

Over.

2009-06-18T11:56:00.002+08:00

Looks like everything really reach an end. Fuck those things you told. I am suffering down here, and you told me that i should not think about it?! Maybe things to you are so much easier to forget, but i am fking living in the past. Who gonna drag me out? Or no one has the ability to.
Yes, Knowing you right from the start is a fucking big mistake, but if i had a choice, i still will choose to know you. Life is just screw up. 2009 is just against me, first time i know how hurt it is.
End it.

2009-06-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

Life sucks. It's pain. Real pain. I rather i nvr born into this fking world. Cruel, selfish and stressful. Fk it.

Life sucks.

2009-06-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

This is ever first time i felt so pain and helpless. So much unwillingly and sadness to give you up. But i still have to. You the first to make me cry, the first to make me know what's love, and the first to let me know how important are you to me. Haiz.

Fuck life.

2009-05-15T22:57:00.003+08:00

Just quarrelled with my dad. Fucking disrespecting my privacy. Tsk.
Things aint going well. But i hope time will solve all these.
Slacked with usual gang, then headed home. LIFE IS SO BORING!

Life!

2009-05-03T14:36:00.002+08:00

It's long since i blog! Now we have entered the May period. So much things happened for these past periods. Of course, it may be better in some way.
Gosh, so many projects to be done! Yet i have no idea how to start it, shall do some research first.
Oh ya intro of movies. 17 again! Nice show! Catch it and i am sure you won regret it.
Alright update again! :D

Tiring.

2009-04-21T17:55:00.002+08:00

Helloooo ppls!! Since darryl requested i shall post even though i am really lazy.
These past few weeks lots of things happened. Be it good or bad, it really doesnt matter much anymore. Now studying in MDIS, slowly getting used to this life. IT's was quite alright actually, met new friends and new people. HAHA!
Still usual clips still hanging out for dinner when after schools, hope this can still carry on. :D
Well thanks MIU TING for helping the link. Don worry i will help you to pray for your results!
Alright post done. Great achievement! To think i can sit down and post this! HAHA!

Last but not least CHRITIAN AND DARRYL SO CUTEEEE!!!

Force to blog

2009-04-06T12:13:00.001+08:00

JOYCE VERY CUTE!!!!

Lost.

2009-04-02T00:57:00.003+08:00

I hate the feeling, dunno where am i fking heading to. Life is like so meaningless, no purpose..
Fk it..

Lost.

2009-04-02T00:57:00.001+08:00

Pass times...

2009-03-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

Poly is starting real soon... Everyone is gonna have different paths and routes. It's really that hard to meet up after that?! Does that really mean we gonna drift apart? All my friends?...
Really miss the period when all of us taking Os, during school time how we caused troubles and have fun.
Though we gonna meet new friends and new life, however friends in secondary life is still the best. Bros: Alex , Alan, Christians, Darryl, Guo xin, Philbert,Shannon, Weiji. Hope we still get the chance to meet up even we enter poly or retake Os. Never ending friendship. As for christ, i will surely prevent you from going to AMERICA! By hook or by crook.
Hope the Kbox trip, everyone will turn up. ESP DENISE AND CHERYL!

bwahahah !

2009-03-16T22:27:00.004+08:00

Hellooooo yanxiang ;D thanks for reminding me to post after helping you edit some things in your blog again ! :D heheh . anyway , thank you for just now (: for trying to help me out . its really nothing lahhs . hahah . & yes , im honoured you did th quiz (: very honoured . LOL . so anyway , learn a thing or two abt html codes okay ! then you dont have to trouble people liao (: hah . take care no matter what , sucka ;D

PS : I'm still nice ! :D

heartsYou (: , ♥

xoxo , amandaa .

I am tired

2009-03-15T22:52:00.003+08:00

Working for these past few days.. Fking tired. Haha but it's alright, soon darryl and alex will join me. Tml RP DAE results will be release, hope i can get in! GOD BLESS!

I am trying so hard to salvage this situation, but why must you worsened it?!
Cant i have that little simple request?! Or maybe i had nvr be in ur considerations
or someone who you care for? You treat me like a fool. Damn, i don wish to suffer
anymore.

P.S. I still love you.

SICK!

2009-03-12T09:58:00.004+08:00

Alright this is sickening, ytd troubled amanda to salvage my blog if not it will be totally screwed.
However, this is the main point, while waiting for alan to settle his connection and dota i suddenly felt dizzy and slight fever. Bo bian i shut down comp and went to sleep, SORRY JOYCE SIS, DIDNT MANAGE TO WAKE YOU UP THIS MORNING.

Alright a million thanks to joyce and amanda for helping my blog and as requested i sure do this quiz. My first time doing quiz, amanda, you should feel honoured! :D

1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Idk.

2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?
Dizzy.

3. Who was the last person u took photo with?
Class 5/2 ers.

4. Would you consider urself to be spoiled?
No la.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
I just donated to the red ants -.- .

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Yup!

7. Do u wan someone dead?
No, currently. Considering HOOLIANG!

8. What does ur last text message says?
Idk.

9. What are u thinking right now?
Too much to be think of.

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
Uh hmmm.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
Forgot.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
International Plaza, Working shirt wad -.- .

13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
Yea.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Joyce.

10 people tagged to do this quiz.
1. Alex
2. Amanda
3. Alan
4. darryl
5. Joyce
6. Shannon
7. Philber
t8. Guo xin
9. Ling
10. Christian

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with? [Amanda!]
I dunno? Maybe?

16. Is 3 a male or female? [Alan]
He's not even human.

17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing? [Philbert and Christian ]
If they found that they have different taste.

18. What is 1 studying abt? [Alex]
Currently not studying.

19. When was the last time u had a chat with them?
Ytd!

20. Is 4 single? [Darryl]
Nope.

21. Say something about number 2? [Amanda]
Only know how to suan me on stuffs related to blog.

22. What do you think about 5 & 6 being tgt? [Joyce and Shannon]
Haha quoted by alex" Do you think wad i think?" HaHa, obviously it's wonderful!

23. Describe 9? [Ling!]
She ROCKS!

24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight? [Shannon and Philbert]
Don think will, if they do of course watch free show la!

25. Do you like 8? [Guo xin]
I do, but he prefers SAMUEL more!

I am afraid.

LOL ,

2009-03-11T23:11:00.003+08:00

hahah , :D omgszxc , you stink at blog codes lehh ! ahahah . am i th second girl to help you , besides joyce ? :D hahah . (: you urhhs . learn lah dey . & anyway , this is my indirect tag :D LOL . lazy pig (: go learn a thing or two okay ? :D

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btw , i think you better dont touch th template liaos . you screwed up th previous skin , better not screw this one up too :3 LOL . if you want to add more links or something , get someone to help you ! :D hahah . & imma' nice person too . :D

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HeartsYou (: ♥
xoxo , amandaa (:

2009-03-11T23:03:00.001+08:00

Hi,
Joyce is a very nice girl.
Very kind, Very sweet, Very very very very nice.
:D
This bangla here, owner of this blog, SUCK BALLS.
fullstop :)

HOOLIANG!

2009-03-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

Two days ago was 5/2 class outing, it's was real fun though not all ppl turned up. First met up with gx, darryl and alex for breakfast then bused down to Ws to meet the rest.. Soon after everyone arrived, we trained down to SENTOSA!
Though we are welcomed by the bad weather, but it did not stop us from our plans! Firstly we took the tram to a Parvilion and settled down for our lunch. lunch was delicious with all the ingrediants that Hanis prepared.. Soon Mike , Chris , Bernard VS Yensoon, alex and ME for Beach soccer! GUESS WHO WON?! Obviously is Mike's team. Tsk. It's alright as we are all having fun. Long since we gathered together and played soccer, remebered the last time was our last PE lesson. Sadly yensoon ramp the ball and hit chris's spec, poor thing. LOL!
This was how it ended, soon some went home and left with the usual group.. Shan came to met us and we had lunch at JUST ACIA. While chris, alex and jaena had their sushi.
Next outing is the coming FIRST OF APRIL, this time i really hope everyone will turn up before we enter to our busy sechdules... WOOTS. HOOLIANG THREATENED MY FRIEND!

Get this clear in ur head! You have no bloody rights to control us.. If you think you have the ability, then try it. No point talking without actions...

BACK TO BLOG!

2009-03-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

Have Mia from blog long time, busy with work these few weeks? Or maybe for a month?
Haha anyway I sure blog when i am free then....
Here Wishing TGX Happy belated birthday. Ps now then wish on blog...
PLs grow up and stop ur retarded actions! And pls stop being so horny and keep looking at girls..
Tsk time flies, Soon everyone gonna start Poly! I am still waiting for RP'S reply. Hope able to enter so can join those friends there....
I REALLY MISS STUDYING Os, times where we slack together and study is really fun. When ever i see ppl studying, really damn jealous.. Hmm being transfered from Pasir Ris to Bedok and currently working with Jun liang. Slack though but more tiring.
Gonna get my lappy and PsP fixed once i got my pay... Woots!
JOYCE SUCKS!

P.S. this is really hard to decide...

2009-02-16T10:02:00.000+08:00

Long since i blog so since so many ppl ask me to update, i shall do it then..
PEIJIE I UPDATE LE! HA. Okay pass few days had being working and working, though is very slack but boring! Tsk. So today is my off day i shall use this chance to blog :D

Vday passed lor and i had to work on that day! Omg, i am so jealous can? All the couples together so loving... Sad la people having fun while i suffering. Later going to Campus and support benita, Only hope that the Jorad will be kicked out! CAUSE HE SIMPLY CANT SING!

Hmm shall not say much, will update more oftenly if i can!

What am i to you?! Some idiot or one you can fking make use of?!
I think there goes the relationship we used to have. Speechless..

MISSING!

2009-01-31T01:29:00.000+08:00

GOSH! I have to wait till march 30 on whether i am able to enter RP! GOD BLESS ME! I really hope i can get in. Thanks jaena for your encouraging :D Hmmm now everyone is posted to different schools, i really hope my usual group won be seperated!

ROTTING

2009-01-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

Okay left out two person for dedications...

1. PHILBERT LIOW- Bro grow up la and stop ur retarded acts... You got what you have no matter in looks or brightness.. So make use of it ah, and pls stop honging and settle down with one girl... Now we are leaving and only you in PRCS, Last year bro study well and still we will keep in contact ah! XD take care bro..

2. WANG YEN SOON- My best joker and lame partner! Really fun to have you as friend, the time we see girls, talk about stuffs and creating lyrics for songs are really fun and unforgettable. Now we have to seperate , sad but still we have to accept the fact! Take care bro! we will keep in contact right?! meet up soon!

Troubled

2009-01-20T10:09:00.000+08:00

It's being long since i blogged. Erm now damn nervous waiting for 6pm to check whether i have a chance to go down NP for an interview. Few days ago went to RP too, to hand in my results slips and certificates as i applied DAE for courses at RP. SO if either two cant accept then i will have to head for MDIS.
Hmm. Ytd went shopping with alex, shan and darryl at beach road and bugis.. Bought a buckle belt and watch. Soon two most Irritating person came to meet us and made my mood changed, seriously one good day spoilt by them.. Phew saw cheryl lua! This rather cheer me up much, and got to know from her that she's actually working! Woots thus alex and me accompany her to Ehub! Once again being made used by her, lol but it's alright i managed to get away from those two bitches anyway.. After buying some snacks with alex, we then headed back home as alex's feeling uncomfortable with his contact lenses too.

Dedications

2009-01-14T00:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz damn disappointed and shocked when i got back my Os result! Seriously damn sickening i expected so much better. Those fking OLD ang mogs really dunno how to mark! Those that expected to be better got such stupid results! Fk it man my L1R4 26?! wtf now my toursim course is really gone... Hopefully i still can get into Poly now, TP!
Alright back to dedication ba..

1. AlAN LAW- Bro i know you must be damn upset now too.. but i really hope you can get into any RP courses or NP nursing. I really want to see your Face at POLY! In this case THAT BELVIN will be left alone.. Anyway dude you are really a good friend though we keep disturbing you but still you are a trustable and worthy friend.. Alan even if we really going to different way but keep in touch okay? take care dude!

2. ALEX YAP-Bro grats on your results, so you going TP ah? hope i can see u there too if i am that lucky! Thanks a lot for this 7 years , you are really a wonderful friend. Though we get closer this year only but we share wonderful past times right? All the things i am troubled with no matter in studies or relationships , you always try your best to help and giving advices... Really appreciate it a lot! Thanks dude i am really happy to have you as my friend. Take care ah and keep in touch!

3. CHRISTIAN LEE-Bro great results you got right? Glad that you can get into the courses you like... Hope to see you in TP too! Anyway through this 3 years of friendship is really wonderful, thanks for the advices you gave to me and always encourge me in certain stuffs. Yea those man talks is really shiok, talking about how we felt in stuffs and others really make me feel so relaxing. Without troubles or any problems, lying on the floor of weiji house talking... Hope for another time yea? You are one smart kid and you should really pursue wad you like and you got my support dude! Take care bro! Seriously keep in touch i cant do without you.. LOL!

4. DARRYL OH-Bro i know you are feeling the same as me right now... But it's alright choose carefully your choices and when settling down in poly, study and strive hard! we shall not let this mistakes happened again right? Hope to enter the same school as you too, and we shall always keep in touch ah.. knew you the longest out of all though we quarrel and fight throughout this 8 years but still we are back friends. This shows our friendship is that strong, and i agree we shall always be friends ya? Thanks for always helping me too and consoling me when i met into problems, really thankful to you. You stop always emo when we come out, got any problems must share la i will try my best to help! Take care bro! KEEP IN TOUCH AH!

5.TAN GUO XIN-Bro grats on ur results too. Not bad ah you stil can get into some courses you like! Among all you are the most irrtating bastard, giving stupid ideas and stuff! Plus your cartoon actions and way you do things really make me laugh! Haha! Bro hope to see you in TP too and we shall keep in touch too. Stop honging and grinding girls pls and settle down with one girl you really love.. Thanks for all you done for me and helping me, i really appreciate it too. Bro take care ya? don cause of Samuel and leave me alone leh! KEEP IN TOUCH!!!

6. SHANNON KOH-Bro though you leave us at sec 4 but still you are one of us.. Though you left us but still those memories we had is unforgettable. But now you are meeting us again that's a gd scence... Bro fast do well in ITE hope you can get into poly alright?! jia you man! Take care bro still always keep in touch!! Don mia us le leh!

7. LAU WEI JI-Bro don upset results le, it's really good la don give yourself such high expectation la! Hope to see you in poly again. And stop getting into fights la, Study hard and get into U alright?! Take care Bro.. KEEP IN TOUCH!!!!!

Other friends...

DENISE TAN- HAHA girl like i say you will be first priority la! grats on your results! Hope you can get into the course you like.. Thanks for always helping me too, i promise K-Box trip soon alright? take care girl and keep in touch!

CHERYL LAU- GIRL! haha know you since sec 4 , when first saw you thought you very dao. But actually YOU ARE KI SIAO! Always hyperactive ah.. Though you did not get the results you expected but still it's really well done.. Take care ah and keep in touch!

TAY WANLIN- JUST knew you this year! For this past 10 months of friendship althought is short but yet wonderful! Really happy to know you though we always quarrel but we are still that close ah? Grats on your result girl, and able to get into the course you really like, maybe i might be in same school as you too! :D haha girl stop being stubborn in certain stuffs, i really hope you can get your happiness. Thanks a lot for always helping me, guiding me in stuffs like studies and relationship. And never forgetting how you suan me and the day we talked to each other at the swing.. It's really wonderful and i will never forget you cause we will always keep in contact no matter where we are right?! Those phone talks and i promise for the bike ride and beach soon! :D take care girl! BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH!

VANESSA CHUA-Great little cute girl, have more confidence in yourself no matter in appearance or studies! Cause you are great in both! Study well okay? promise me to get well in O lvl okay?! take care girl! Keep in touch alright?!

SOPHIA TAN LIN FEI- YOU idiot always so unsure on wad you doing! Better stop playing girl!
Study hard for Os If not i sure whack you to bangkok! Sell you away! Anyway really happy to know you althought a period that you mistaken me... Take care alright? Keep in touch! Promise for a outing too! :D

DOTA!

2009-01-10T01:53:00.000+08:00

HAHA! went to collect keyboard from my aunt office.. of course there's a price to pay, i need to help her sorted out documents , filling and printing. Quite an easy task actually, so i am proud to annouce i earned the keyboard WITH MY OWN HANDS!
Damn happy caused now i can get back to dota! After so many suffering days without dota, really suck man! After recieving the keyboard i headed back home and during the bus ride i saw SYED!
LOL! his new hairstlye really stunned me for a few mins, and real great chat with him. While around 6 plus went to meet the group and played ball, just nice olso help me to lose fatS although i am already fit!
NOW cause of dota i forgot to call her! =.=" deep shit!

Trip to SP

2009-01-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

OMG! Am i blogging? Can't believe it... Went to SP open house with usual gang and the three girls. Seriously bored! Other than chio busss nothing really interest me much. Worst still we wasted thirty mins listening to the guy, after much acting we managed to sneak off.
Around 6 plus we head back dte for dinner at Just Acia and thanks to cheryl lua, she ordered ginger dory fish when i clearly told her DEEP FRIED DORY! Throughout it's really fun with the joker denise tan! After dinner and we all head back home..
Hope next outing would be kbox right denise?

first post.

2009-01-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

My com is bloody spoilt, I'm forced to make this blog & we're getting our results in 5 days time.
& it's Taywanlin here(: