You pushing me.

I swear, i really swear that i didnt know my post could affect you so much. I never ever mean you are playing with my feelings. Life's just a screwed up. I hope you know that, my friends are all down to. I want you to know that, no one is blamming you! No one. It's not your fault! Everything just occurs so sudden and i agreed that i never gave you a chance to say your feelings. But would you even tell me how you feel if i gave you the chance? I hope you will.
I promise, from now on i will never say out my feelings. Not to anyone, even my closest friends. I will just keep in it.