I am lying.

I am lying if i say i am okay.
I am lying if i say i am not sensitive.
I am lying if i say i am giving up.
I am lying if i say i am not suspecting.
I am lying if i say i am moving on.
I am just LYING!

How much i had done, i think it's not important to you anymore uh? I tried to let you know i am the best. But you failed to notice. Maybe it's just others you wanted. I think i can fucking throw my sunflower pot. Since you don need anyway when someone else is fucking growing for you. What for i waste time on planting it. I should have thrown it.

It hurts.
It sucks.
It pain.
It Fuck.